“Rei pakora, malli morning lechi office ki late aindi antav” says a voice from beside

 “Tring tring"

A: hello

B: nenu replace ayyanu kadha inka enti

B hungs up the phone

"Tring tring"

B: enti cheppu 

A: cheppedi vinava koncham kuda

B: vinadanki em undi ga cheppu

B Hungs up the phone

Breathe in... Breathe out 

Breathe in... Breathe out 

Breathe in... Breathe out  

As he repeated the exercise under the blanket..

B telling himself... Calm down B... 

Kothaga enduku intha emotional aithunav malli?

Says to himself 

As he tries to control his breathe again... He could able to listen and feel his heartbeat 

His body slowly started heating up...all of a sudden

He covers himself with his blanket completely for 30 seconds hardly and started pulling out the blanket slowly as the heat started to spread over all through hisbody like a 104 fever..

"Tring tring"

The phone started to ring again in low volume .. his hands were shivering lightly as he tried to hold still

B swiped up the bar to answer the call

A: nikemaina picha.. matladelope cut chestav..

B : em matladthav ...cheppu em cheppalankunnavo

A: nikemaindi cheppu.. nduku weird ga behave chesthunnav?

B : em ledhu

A : orriyaku... Cheppu sakkaga em aindo

B hungs up the phone... As his mind started to blast out 

Keeps his phone aside and closes his eyes to calm down himself again 

B could not slow his heart beat instead it rising faster than usual out of anxiousness and nervousness... leads to anxiety attack

Emani cheppanu... 

Nenu nilo entha change aindi gamanichano cheppana?

Nv nen lekunda entha happy ga unavo cheppana?

Nenu nitho entha manchi times spend chesdam ankunnano adi nv natho kakunda vaditho chesthunnadi chusi entha badhesthundo cheppana?

Natho matladalsina calls vaditho matladthunte thathkolekapothunna ani cheppana?

Naku ravalsina ni early bird Good Morning la messages... Unnava la, padkunnava la anna messages vadki pampisthunav ani chusi na kallalo Ela shivering tho sweat osthundo cheppana?

Naku cheyalsina ah texts anni vaditho cheyadam chusi natho kadhara ala happy ga cute ga vibe avthu ravalsina texts anni vadki velthunte na heart thelikundane heavy aithundi ani cheppana?

Naku kanipinchani ni wapp dp vadi dantlo kanipisthundani cheppana?

Natho matladila hours of hours video calls vaditho matladthunavank thelisi naku anxiety stomach start aindi ani cheppana?

Nenu evaritho sarigga matladanu, nitho unnantha close ga asal evarithonu undanu,, ani anna maatalu gurthosthe full kopam osthundi ani cheppana?

vaditho matladinantha mathrana, close ga unnantha mathrana nuvvu replace aithavani ela ankuntav? Evari place vallake untadi adhi naku telusu anna ni maatalu gurtosthe manta lesthundi ani cheppana?

Nenu chala close ga ni vishyam lo ekkuva caring , concern , ga untunna ani start chesi insecurities tho nitho calls ekkuva matladthe sodhi pedthunna ani cheppi complaint enduku cheppavu ani adgana?

Natho nv normal ga eppati laga undu ani cheppana?

Emani cheppali nenedku cheppali

Nannu odhu Ane kadha mokam meedha dhooram pettavu, mari nenem avthe nikenduku ? Concern ah?

Enduku undali ah concern?

Mana madhyala unna bond ni, mana madhyala jargalsina vishyalani Ila complaint chesi.. anthe close ga anthe vibe avthu mari vaditho Ela untunav ani adgala? 

Natho undi bore or  uncomfortable ga anpinchinw vishayalu vaditho Ela baguntai ?

Enduku adgali? Akkada clear kadha nenante ishtam ledu.. may niku bore kottanu anemo leka nenu nitho unte...nv insecure ga feel avthavemo because of my appearance. Antha handsome ga undanu kadha!?

Manaku odhu ee gap ivvadam, isthe Naku telsu consequences Ela untayo situations Ela maruthayo ani cheppa. 

" Endukante this heart needs someone to console and mind needs someone to figure it out and your face needs one shoulder to carry out your emotions  kabatti"

Ah time lo vadu akkada nikosam perfect ga untadu.. endukante vadu koncham mundu nunde unnadu nitho ah replaceable place lo and time interfered perfectly.

Aina ninnu natho mundu la undamani Ela adgutha enduku adgali... Adhi niku ishtam undali.. kani ah ishtamthone kadha nv maarindi nannu substitute chesindi

Ippudu em aindi.. eveythings changed ... Nv happy ga unnavu vaditho.. 

Antha Marina ninnu na life Loki malli Ela rammanali?

I am replaced, But you are not!!! Ade problem

Ivanni neneduku cheppali .. nvenduku vinali.. already muv maaripoyaka nik kavalsindi nik dorikaka.. says to himself.

Pulls up all the strength from inside.

But his nervous hearts seems to be won't listen.

His tears are rolling out slowly as his body temperature starts to rise.. 

Pulling his blanket again slowly covering from toe to head... his body still shivers slowly.

I shouldn't have given the space that day.. ah roju nen ego ki pokunda.. eppatilaga matladi unte slowly ga settle ayyedi..

One day, plus one day, plus one day antu prolong chesanu and this what happened! Says his stupid heart afterall.

And B closed his eyes by shedding some tears with a heated mind hoping to go to sleep.